Amazing NEW FIND!!

I discovered this amazing website everyone needs to check out. It is making memories products (my favorite) in bulk but super cheap. They have one product a day that opens at midnight that they call Crop Chocolate and then a Dark Chocolate that opens in the evening and then once you decide that you really need the Crop when checking out there is another product called Hot Chocolate. Its only been on for about a week but they have had some great stuff. Check it out at cropchocolate.com. You'll love it!!

My absolute favorite thing to do!

So I love wedding season because we get to pull out these and have so much fun. a little exaggeration. AJ and I did Trevors wedding this weekend and it really was fun. TRUTH. AJ does all the heavy lifting and well I tell him he is doing a fantastic job. ha. I take way too many pictures but it all looks so good. I cant wait for Jake and Tiffany's!

Rumor was....

So since AJ and I were so happy to figure it out I just wanted to share with everyone the short version... trust me you dont want the long one. here goes.... We got pregnant and I got sick and not like any other normal person I got sicker every day. 6 months later, countless doctor visits, IV's, ultra sounds, emergency room, ultra sounds, one surgery, two nights in Cassia Regional, hundreds of needles in my arms and hands, more ultra sounds, thousands of dollars later, and one long day at McKay Dee Hospital in Ogden, Utah we finally got an answer. I was pregnant, at 15 weeks we lost it due to what the genetic counselor called Triploidy. It had chromosome abnormalities, having 69 chromosomes instead of 46, 23X and 23Y. It all FINALLY made sense to us! I hope you understand. We got a picture, you wont. Sorry. Anyways... we got some closure and hope so it wasnt a waste, for me anyways. I know this is a lot of information in such a short amount of time trust me its way too depressing to hear the long version. The last thing I want is someone to ask me how I am doing and think I am still pregnant. Im not, still sick and still recovering. On the positive side it was a girl and I feel a lot better now than I did before. There are still doctor visits and more needles and blood tests but slowly Im improving. I hope everyone got the same satisfaction I did by learning all of this. I know you will.

Thank you

Lately its been kind of crazy and I havent really been able to tell anyone how I feel. I cant cry and talk at the same time. So I figured most of you come here every once in awhile and want to know whats going on I will just let you read how Ive felt. I just want everyone especially my family to know how grateful I am for each and everyone of you. Mom thankyou for being there, for bringing Faith to make me smile, and calling me everyday to make sure I was ok. I love you and couldnt have done that without you. Everyone thank you for calling even though I wouldnt answer the phone to talk to you. Thank you everyone not just my family for your prayers, cards, emails, meals, flowers, and phone calls. Brooke thankyou so much for coming and staying with me. I never dreamed I would ever have to go through something as painful and emotional but it doesnt seem that hard when you have so many people around you that love you and want more than anything for you to be happy and healthy. You have no idea how much it all meant to me and how loved I felt. Thank you so much for caring. I love you all. Love Summer